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thoughts on life, some significant and some not so much...

Friday, November 16, 2007

still here

just thought I'd drop a line to anyone that still checks here. Jen, thanks for commenting...I miss you guys...

Things are just odd here, no other way to explain it.

Sometimes I feel like the words to this song I wrote a while back:

Not sure where I'm headed
Do you know how to get where we're going
'Cause I'm not seeing things very clearly
I'm trapped here in a world that doesn't know me
And I'm not sure if we'll ever get there
Can we get there?

Lost in the shuffle
Seeing double
Not sure where I am
Or where you are now
I was there, you were here
Are we missing it, missing it
Yeah we're missing it

It's kind of a good spot to be in because in reality, I don't know what the hell is going on here...I just go where he says go and do what he says to do...It's when I start asking too many questions that I get into trouble.

In the midst of the uncertain, the unknown, the unfamiliar, and the uncomfortable he is still my life and the source of all that is.
We're just still trying to figure out what the kingdom looks like here in BG on 11-16-07. Sometimes it is hard to only do what he has told us to do, no more, no less... We often try too hard and think that if "this much" is good then "even more" is that much better.

Sometimes I'm pretty dense...